Psalm 139:1-4 — O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord.
I have searched you and I know you… I know this concept scares you half to death. That I know you better than you even know yourself and that I see everything. There is nothing that can be hidden from Me and no place you can go to hide from Me. You can go and close the door and lock it, shutting out the world, but I am still there. I see your heart, I see the darkness and the light. I see how quickly your thoughts jump from one thing to the next… and I see what those thoughts are. However, in the midst of it all, I am here for you and I am with you. Talk with Me, ask for forgiveness and lets move forward together. I love you and care so much about you, don’t dwell on it, if you’ve asked then I have already forgiven you. My deepest desire is to have continuous fellowship with you. But, you have to take the steps forward… it’s all up to you.