Luke 7:41-42 ~ “A man loaned money to two people – 500 pieces of silver to one and 50 pieces to the other. But neither of them could repay him, so he kindly forgave them both, canceling their debts. Who do you suppose loved him more after that?”
You need to ask for My renewing Spirit each day. Don’t let the fire grow dim so that you no longer appreciate the grace I have shown you. Remember, the gifts you have are from Me, they are not the result of your own efforts even though you feel that you are deserving of them… they are given to you from my generous heart because I love you.
It’s a mistake to compare yourself to others, thinking that “your sins” aren’t as bad as theirs. When you get like this your heart is not in the right place, not at all where I want you to be. My grace is not your entitlement… it’s My gift freely given to you. Talk with Me and seek Me, you need a change of heart so you can feel grateful again for all that I do for you. I love you enough to continue showing you the way.